we'll be praying for you gg. i know what its like to go through something like that. 2 years ago my father went to his doctor complaining he'd been losing sensation on his left side of his body, and the dr told him it was allergies. the next day he went to the er with a fever, and it turned out he had a mass on the right side of his brain about 2 inches long and about the same around thatd been pushing on his brain for who knows how long. i remember sitting in the er and hearing about this and i immediately thought the worse and broke down crying. i was afraid i would lose him. but thank god he had a great surgeon and god was in the or watching over him and they removed the mass, faster and easier than first expected. it was amazing that night in the recovery room. he could hold my hand and squeeze, something he had been having problems with. but god gave him a quick recovery, and now hes back to his normal self. (aside from a hole in his head
) just keep your chin up and know there are people out there praying for you and yours. god will provide a way. just remember, everything happens for a reason. god is watching over you, dont lose faith, just look above for assurance and everything will be fine.